harry styles live on tour, september 20th 2017, 8pm
the greek theater, los angeles california

alexis briscuso

the week before seeing him i
disparaged my youth and willpower
with dominos and alcohol and cocaine.
the scale climbed and i sat higher
on the mountain, wholly unsure
of how to get back down. i felt
unworthy of him, a weird gracious
divide. then told myself:
a man gives just enough
to thunderous applause
and we made a statue
of it. the whole scene
just riddled with ashes
left over from
london fashion week



and is the motivation just
throwing paper in the wind